Daddy said,It's okay to cry when the world is so cruel.

Elvin insulted that line which I extracted from my poem. Oh, bite me!

Anyway, today was Ming Wei's Sweet 16 bday party.Happy birthday! Hope you had a blast, didnt really get the chance to talk or even snap a photo or two with you. You owe me! :)

So Elvin came over at around 5. He rushed me cause he wanted to get Spider Man tickets for tmr. But I just got out of the shower and he had to wait for me to get ready.

Dressed myself,applied makeup and did everything else a girl would do before a party. Then again, it never is easy when a girl prepares herself for a party. We get really fussy.


"Nicole, for every second you take to put on that goo on your face, there's someone screaming in glee with Spider Man tickets in their hands!"


Sorry alright! So 45 *cough* minutes *cough* later, we dropped our asses off Cineleisure, The Curve.We manage to get the tickets for Wednesday. HAH! You may silence yourself now.

Yadeeyadee yada, unnecessary things that aren't meant to be mentioned, blah blah. We arrived at Bukit Utama,I'm guessing around 7. Huh, I was here 2 days ago :P

My babes :)

Vicky Dicks

Oh behave.

He goes by the name of "Bao"

There's too many pictures of upload, I'm only gonna upload some(theoneswhichIlookgoodin) of them. The rest of it you can find it in Crystal's blog :)

After 4 chicken wings, 50 photos and a couple conversations later, we all decided to rap things up and off we went..To McD's. Oh joy.

It was getting pretty late so Elvin decided to take a cab home. Unfortunately, the cab driver said he wasnt heading down to SS2.

Mr. Elv had to call another from my place to SS2. While waiting at the road side, we chitty chat chat about our lives and whatnot. Freaking exhausted but it was all very calm and soothing, must have been the quiet night and that cup of McFlurry. Hmm.

Happiness in a cup.

Last picture for the night!

♥nicole

I got tagged by Crystal!

RULES: Each person who gets tagged needs to write a blog post of 6 idiosyncrasies about themselves.After stating your 6 weird traits/character you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names at the bottom of the entry. Don't forget to leave a comment on their tag boards to let them know!


#1)
Nicole is very Indecisive. Very. Frustration will be brewing in your blood if you ask me to choose between a simple choice of 'this' or 'that'. I'll be a monkey on booze and you? I'll see you at the edge of the cliff,ready to jump. No. I was just joking. Oh wait, or was I? Hmm.

#2)
Nicole's middle name is Messy. Yeap, 90% of the time you come for a visit, my room would be a mess. It's between messy and neat, out of place really. But I can still sleep like a baby on my bed, that's all really matters. You could call it a playground of madness, but I call it abode :)

#3)
Nicole is Lame. Yes yes, I know some of you already know that. I'm living in a world of my own, where I say what I like and like what I say. I'm not ready to pull out the inner child inside of me just yet, when the time comes I'll let her go :P

So how many do we have already? 3?! Gawd..Half way there.

#4)
Alright so Nicole likes "me" time. For those who don't understand the meaning of 'me' time, its a moment of time where you pamper yourself and love yourself. It sounds self absorbing doesnt it? Who cares. It's lovely.

#5)
Nicole is an art lover. Not too sure whether its a trait or characteristic. Anyway, don't interrupt me. I love art. If makeup was an art, I'd probably open a gallery or a museum and name it NMMA (Nicole's Museum of Makeup Art) . I'm not making any sense whatsoever,I know.

#6)
Nicole isn't Desperate for chocolate. Hah, the complete opposite of Crystal. For those whom I told about this, their reaction was "WHAT?!" ,continued by a 5 minute eye bulging action. Expected :) Chocolate gives me headaches. Look it up on google.


That's that. So I shall tag everyone on my link.Enjoy :)



♥nicole

Lies upon LIES.

I wanna see the light..

Amy Lee's voice must be the best I've heard so far. It's haunting yet so beautiful, hypnotising is what it is.




Yeah, so I heard Heroes episode 19 was released and I just couldn't wait to feast my eyes on it. It's been awhile and ALL I want is JUST Heroes episode 19. So I searched it on Ares, blah blah blah.. OH there it is! Double clicked it and patiently waited til the next day cause I trust Ares is fast on its job.

THE NEXT DAY.(which was today)

After I got home from school,I happily skipped my light feet towards my computer and yes, DOUBLE CLICK! Finally! After days,weeks and months of waiting I found myself watching HEE....

PORN!?

No no, what's this? Bangbros? Huh?

It's just so sad and disappointing. I did not wanna to watch a couple of con men wasting their lives away filming girls being "banged". No. I wanted to watch..

Them.

And especially,

Him.

utorrent, you're my only friend now.




♥nicole

This whole post is completely for you. Yes you, yeah yeah the one with 3 holes on your nose :)

How old was I when I met you? Nine. Dude, that was when pig tails were in and our socks were up to our thighs.Eekh.. We went through plenty of bungholio moments,it was fun while it lasted. Now you're 17 and the candles are starting to NOT fit the cake. Haha:D Fear not,same goes here.Buddies fo' life, I'll be riiiiight beside you when you blow your candles and when you open your pressies and when you clean up and when you go to bed and when your having a baby. So be good, eat your vegetables and don't do drugs. Aiya, I'm gonna cut the crap and get straight to the point.

I love you for goodness sake. Arent you happy already? Thanks for being a buddy when I need you. I pick your nose you pick mine, no?

Happy Birthday Kimmay!
HAHA! Okay okay..For real this time.

The only picture I have with you without your braces.

♥nicole


p.s I'll kill you 1st then slit my own throat.

Take a look at this. It was delivered to my home today.What do you see? Merely a piece of stamp on a envelope I presume. Well through my eyes, I see accomplishment. Nay, remarkable accomplishment! I have it in MY hands, not my mother or my father but MINE.

The demented teachers of schools should be ashamed of themselves. Sending the student's results to their homes, what's wrong with you people? What lame trickery and lies you say, "Oh, we love our students. You are our children." Fools.

I think I should shred the paper into tiny little pieces and then burn them.Watching them turn in ashes and let humans breathe it away. Hah, but I rather keep it as a memory on how I got there 1st. Sorry mummy and daddy :) I love you,don't kill me :S


♥nicole

Circle circle dot dot, I got my cootie shot.

Sometimes when the sky breaks from a bright sky blue to a gloomy midnight blue, your mood does too.It's really annoying.

Anyway, things are really hectic lately. Just when you think you could stop and take a breather, you find yourself running another mile again.

So.. Here's something you didnt know about me. I'm in the softball team. HAH! I thought it'll be tough and I had to risk my skin just so I could play well. Oh how right was I. I am now tanner.

This was all held in DJ and we got to skip 2 days of school. Hardeehuhu :)

1st day of competition.

We caught a glimpse of how its all gonna be cause the DJ-ians were competing against another school. Freaking scared the crap out of me, they were dissing the other team without a mercy. Psyching out the other team and I'm pretty sure it worked cause they won.Anyway, we competed against some team which I can't remember. Wasn't paying attention. :P

Someone's and someone else's ass.

We lost by 3 points. Yay! Hey, that's really good for us BUD4 players. Many of us didn't commit enough to come for practice and urm.. I was one of them. *blush*

2nd day of competition.

It was raining and we were greeted with a really wet field.It almost looked like a field of shit. So the whole scene looked really gloomy and sad, it might have affected our mood too.

We lost yet again. This time pretty badly. But it didn't take us long to forget all about it. :P







It was all really fun and none of us really stressed much on this. After the competition, we were all sent back to school by the teachers. Crys and Kimmy was sent back to Crys's condo and Mich was in OU. Thanks to the "clubber teacher", eesh.

So when we reached school, we bummed around and played a lil bit of cards. I did the "family trick" for Melanie to see, hehehehe. She couldn't figure it out, I'm so cool :)

Kenny, stop pretending la, you can't do the trick! haha

After awhile,Su Queen and I was stranded in school with nothing to do. So we plotted our escape to Crystal's place....

We asked Kenny,our coach, to ask the guard to let us out from school. It was almost mission impossible.

"Eh 'bang, boleh buka pintu kah?"
Sweat.Nail bitting.Sweat and more sweat.
"Guna pintu besar."he said pointing over the main gate.

Er okay, so much for mission impossible.

So we walked to OU, met up with Mich and Noelle and off we went to Crystal's condo. We didn't really do much. Just bummed around ,took pictures, added songs into our ipods, played the guitar and sang.

Absolutely love this picture. Thank you camera :)

After getting my tired and really exhausted ass home, I took a short nap. Called Elvin to confirm our "date", got ready and went to Centrepoint with him. Whitney came too and we all ate at Manhattan fish market :)

His shirt says, "I'm not opinionated, I just have alot to say.".
More like "I'm not opinionated, I just can't shut up." :P

Left Manhattan and went to KBU college for my school's Malam Bakat(Talent night). I must say, my school did a great job in the preparations and all. It turned out really well and, as we teenagers say, "very happening."





Home sweet home at 12+ .It was a long and tiring day..I closed my eyes and the Sandman did the rest.Zzz

It's just emotion that's taking me over.

Caught up in sorrow, lost in a song.
But if you don't come back, come home to me darling.
Don't you know there's nobody left in this world to kiss good night.(nobody left in this world to hold me tight)

Though it's an oldie,but the lyrics are still good. This song just reminds of losing someone special in your life cause' just ystday I recieved unpleasant news.

"Nicole, you're piano teacher's baby died. " my mum said as she steered the car while reading a msg she just recieved. Wide eyed and shocked out of my skin, I started blurting out words that sounded like diarrhoea.

"What? What happened?" I managed to keep my composure for awhile. She said that the husband send a msg saying that the baby had heart complications and past away on April 2nd.Now my teacher is under emotional stress. Though I'm not in her shoes,though I don't know how it feels to be a mother.Somehow, your heart breaks to hear these things.




A few months ago, I asked her what's the name of the baby going to be. Dylan,she said with the widest smile. She was inlove with the baby, ready to bring him to this world and hold baby Dylan in her arms with her husband lying beside her.


can only imagine what she's going through.


Every mother promises to not let anything harm their child, to protect their child at whatever cause. But at times like these, my mum said that this might be God's will. Perhaps the baby would have suffered more later on in life, it might have been for the best. Afterall, everything happens for a reason.Words can't describe the sadness that I feel for their lost.I pray they'll both stay strong and not lose hope in all that's happening.





♥nicole

When you go,Would you have the guts to say. "I don't love you like I loved you yesterday."


Mmm..What emotion. :)

Alrightey! Heard about the upcoming Speedzone?Yeap.As "happening" it may sound, as "beautiful" as the techno music that would play on that night, as "rocking" as it may be.

I pictured it as..

A throng of sweaty beings rubbing on each other.

It's unusual for me to say that. It used to be " Oh sweaty people? WHOOHOO!" I would most be delighted to jump in and let the rubbing begin. But not this year, convince me if you will. No really, convince me!


I suddenly find myself saying that it would be a night of madness.When I say madness, I mean it being a complete mess and disruption.And I'll step home with the smell of raw skin and maybe a hint of cigarette smoke on me. Yes, I'll be smelling like a smoked salmon.

Some of you clubbers are already going berzerk . What's wrong with you ,you crazy non-clubber fuh-reeek?! Blame me not, I hate chocolate. I'm already crazy.

Anyway,I'm trying to summon the excitement to go.
Til then, Happy Raving :)